will over the exterior

all of mankind is cursed with at least one thing: the exterior world. man has constantly sought to possess, destroy, tame, harvest, and control the rest of the world. one has to question how good for mankind this is. as much "progress" as we claim to have made the world is still a horrid place. no matter how much we try to lasso in this bronco we just end up hurting more than helping. as i have pondered on this i have come to a startling conclusion, even if we try to change and work with others and purify ourselves from this outlook, we won't be able to "fix" our current situation. let's say we stop all pollution and stop all the wars and the hate. we will still be at this point in time. the world and ourselves are already doomed to the inevitable death that claimed those that came before. there is really only one thing that can change that, although man will argue about this until the end of the world. i personally bank on the fact that Jesus has already saved us, we just have to claim that. some others believe something or someone else will save them from their doom and there are others still who think no one and nothing is coming to save us. i have one question for them, what do you base your morality on. what/who deems things right/wrong? if you say the government then we shouldn't fight other governments ans countries because they would believe the opposite of us and can't they be right? what about you? do you decide what's right and wrong? then why am i not bowing before you? what makes you so right and unadulterated? no matter what you chose your choice can be turned back on you unless you have a divine basis for your decisions and morality otherwise we are simply animals undeserving of society and group accomplishments. disagree or agree i want you to sound off in the comments below.

randomness: you keep using that word, i don't think it means what you think it means.

i am gonna hafta stop

i am gonna hafta stop promising things. i know i said i would write more but i haven't been (obviously). much has happened since the last post. lets see. i am still in south carolina and working at Lowe's. the wife and i were expecting a few months ago but unfortunately we had a miscarriage. Leaf you will be missed. the wife is about halfway done with grad school and i will hopefully start in july. we are also about to move to a new place (still in the same town). i feel like i am stagnating and i am glad for the move coming up and the return of school in my life. i will only be taking one class at a time so that i can still work full time. our new place is cheaper and closer to work and school. i would really like to continue writing here but i will NOT promise it. i guess that just about do it.


randomness: i used to be an adventurer like you, until i took an arrow to the knee.