today's the day

today the wife and i are going to the hospital to have her induced. today (hopefully) i will get to meet the SON. though i am really tired i am bursting with energy. won't be long now.

RANDOMNESS: Let not your hair grow long, it may hinder you from seeing your dreams come true.

Happy Sad

i have a bit of a happy sad moment going on right now. i just finished my last class for this year. so far it has been my favorite class. i feel like it caused me to grow more than any other class thus far. i am going to miss the people i had class with. hopefully i will see them again in another class or out in the field. i am happy though because i am another step closer to being done with grad school. part of me doesn't want it to end, just like undergrad. sometimes i really dislike change. just when i get used to something it gets stripped away and something else takes its place. Thoughts?

RANDOM PHRASE: Jeremiah was a bullfrog!!!

check out this photo

i feel like this photo could mean something. i just don't know what. shoot me some comments. in other news, i am tired but extremely excited. tomorrow is the last scheduled ultrasound for our baby. i can't wait to meet him but i am also very terrified about it. what if i am no good for him? what if i become my biological father? hmmm....

RANDOM PHRASE: Apparently you have no feet sir.

do you remember?

do you all remeber when time was simpler and slower? i always seemed to have too much time on my hands as a youth. is this a sign of aging.... maturing? i hope not. for those of you who know me best, i am not one for maturity. i like hanging loose and relaxing. respondsibility is a dirty word for me. i mean i'm notlazy, i just WANT to be lazy. i long for my boyish days that are now lost to me. i didn't have such a great childhood and i had to grow up really fast. maybe that has something to do with it. in any case, i am here now and with less time than before i caution you all to take the time to live your short lives well.


RANDOM PHRASE: I want your boyfriend and i thought you should know.

Look what I did.

I was having an impromptu date night with the wife last night. We went to a Tex Mex place called Don Pablo's. For any of you who don't know, their food is AWESOME. It has soooooo much flavor (shudders). I LITERALLY SHUDDERED AT THE THOUGHT OF THE AWESOMENESS THAT WAS PLACED BEFORE ME AT THAT RESTAURANT LAST NIGHT. I am so glad i have left overs for lunch today. anywho, this blog isn't about Don Pablo's as much as it is about a poem i wrote while looking one piece of their decor. the inside of the restaurant looks like an old brick warehouse. on the inside it has "authentic" mexican murals and old advertising pieces along with some neon lights and plastic (at least i think so) plants. despite the lights it is rather dim to set the 'mood' for the patrons. one of the murals was of two mexican women drinking some sort of cola. they were wearing traditional mexican clothing. The mural moved me so much that i decided to write about it. this is that poem: FORCES OF TIME four shining Gems edged in a cliff ancient faces against ancient brick seeming thinly veiled though inches thick perhaps they stare at something more personalities intact and completely two dimensional hiding the hurt from a day's work behind sugary sweet brown liquid tipping the bottle, a sign of victory complete finished is the toil until the bottom of the bottle is revealed I am being watched by four shining Gems edged in a cliff How did you like it? I felt really good after i did it. I really enjoy sharing my poems with you my readers. I have another question: Do you think I should try to publish a book of my poems? I have a friend who knows somebody. Maybe it could be done. Alas, I am very lazy and need some shoving into something like this. I welcome criticism. RANDOM PHRASE: What do my eyes see? I see little balls of sunshine in a bag.

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december baby

wow. its been awhile. good news since last we met. the wife is almost done with out newest pregnancy. i shall call the son. the son is well ahead in growth. will most likely be born this month. this is a good way to show restoration since we lost our first pregnancy on december of last year. one year can make all the difference. i don't have much to say, i will no longer keep promising more posts. usually the only time i find myself in front of the computer is to di projects for grad school. oh yeah thats new too. yay me. wish i had more for ya. maybe next time. goodbye and God bless. Random Quote: "Eat chalk evil doer!"